Comel..tapi..?

Ok. Memang comel. Bila dia menjilat lidahnya, aaarhhh..rasa macam jatuh cinta.

Keayuannya. Kecomelannya. Kemesraannya. Kemanjaannya.

Kalaulah wanita, confirm penulis dah jatuh cinta. Oh ayunya..

Tapi.....
Ni la dia..

Bersepah makan!Haiihhh..pinggan ada. Tapi, amik makanan, kemudian makan kat luar pinggan. Tak mencerminkan kecomelan langsung. Perangai kalau mintak makan, memang bukan macam kucing betina. Dahla anak dara. Bila mintak makan, macam kucing jantan. Tak penyabar!hishh..

Selesai makan..haiihh..

Mujur comel..=p

Story Morry..

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Should he cry?I don't think so..

I think he should cry if that girl knew he loves her but still decide to marry the other guy.

Terasa macam kena panah petir je hari ni..

Lyrics..?

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

Still..it hurts the most..

Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Mari kita cerita tentang hari raya aidilfitri. Mesti ada orang yang cakap, "puasa tak habis lagi, dah cakap pasal raya". Tapi, sedar atau tidak. Belum bulan Ramadhan pun, kita dah sibuk cari tiket balik beraya. Tuh bukan lagi tak hormat Ramadhan ke?Jadi, kita hanya merancang. Bukannya beriya-iya. No heart feeling..^_^

Raya tahun ini?Rasa macam takde pape. Tak terasa di perantauan. Tak terasa macam gembira sangat menjelang hari raya. Mungkin sebab dah berpuasa kat rumah. Sebelum ni, semuanya berpuasa di asrama sejak tahun 2004. Bila mula 10 hari berpuasa, mesti dah start pasang lagu raya. Masa tuh, mulalah rindu nak balik rumah. Sayup-sayup lagu raya. Lagu raya agak bermakna dan sering dimainkan.

Walaupun berjauhan baik di Perlis, Pulau Pinang ataupun Johor, penulis tetap bersyukur. Mempunyai rakan taulan yang sentiasa ada di sisi. Berbuka beramai-ramai. Solat terawikh beramai-ramai. Bersahur beramai-ramai. Beli lauk sahur, bangun-bangun dah pukul 6.30 pagi. Renung jelah sahur tuh. Macam-macam kisah. Ada suka, ada duka. Semuanya tetap menjadi kenangan sepanjang 7 tahun berpuasa di luar rumah sendiri.

Teringat suasana waktu makan bbq steamboat siam kat rumah Toknik..

Tahun ini, berbeza. Kerana?kerana penulis beraya di Kuala Lumpur. Selama 22 tahun, penulis beraya di Kelantan. Tiap-tiap tahun mesti balik Kelantan. Dalam tempoh 22 tahun, hanya sekali berpeluang balik kelantan dengan kapal terbang. 2 kali dengan bas. Baki lagi 20 kali, semuanya dengan kereta. 20 kali pulang ke Kelantan. Dulu-dulu langsung takde highway. Lebih kurang 8-9 tahun baru ni, baru siap highway sampai Karak. Tapi, nak ke Kota Bharu mmg xde highway. Kereta banyak. Tempat wajib jam - Bentong, Raub, Kuala Lipis - Gua Musang, Kuala Krai, Machang, Kok Lanas. Sejak akhir-akhir ni, jam masih teruk. Tapi, ikot Felda Mempaga sampai terus ke Raub. Paling teruk sekali, penulis ingat semasa bertolak jam 7 pagi, sampai di Kota Bharu jam 9.30 malam. Jam teruk sangat kat Bentong. Ikot Gerik. Memang sengal badan terus.

Tahun ni, tak kesah dah jam. Penulis mahu lihat suasana raya di Kuala Lumpur. Ada kesempatan,bolehlah buat Open House. Bolehlah beraya kat rumah kawan-kawan di KL. Boleh pergi KL malam raya. Baring tengah jalan malam-malam. Khabarnya KL memang kosong. Tahun pertama di KL. ^_^

Masih merindui Toknik. Terkilan, tak sempat jumpa sebelum menghembuskan nafasnya yang terakhir. Al-Fatihah..

I'll accept..

Hari demi hari yang berlalu.. Tak tahu nak tulis apa. Ada keinginan menulis tapi tak tahu bagaimana nak ekspresikan.

Ya, Terkejut. Terkesima. Tertusuk. Tersedar. Terhantuk. Terbangun. Terasa. Terdiam. Terkelu.

Mungkin hanya boleh berangan. Berangan itu bukan realiti. Masa telah berlalu. Mustahil untuk mengubahnya dalam masa yang singkat. Biarpun berharap untuk memutarkan kembali ke masa silam, masa tetap bergerak ke hadapan meninggalkan yang masih berkhayal.

I shall overturn this before this number come..

Tak tahu kenapa. Tetapi itulah keputusannya. Biarpun tetap dinafikan mahupun diragui, keputusan itu tetap. Biarlah susah sekalipun, janji hasrat itu berjaya dicapai. Sebelum menjelangnya 547 hari yang akan datang..

Pemakanan yang Sihat

Pada suatu malam, penulis sempat menemani kakak penulis untuk talk tentang pemakanan. Organisasi yang mengendalikan itu bukanlah orang asing iaitu sepupu penulis sendiri. Sebelum boleh mendengar talk, semua dikehendaki untuk ditimbang. Menarik juga penimbangnya. Macam-macam maklumat ada. Kandungan muscle, air, jumlah lemak dan sebagainya.

Ketika ditimbang,

Kandungan muscle - 32% (Sepatutnya 33% utk sihat)
Body proficiency - 97%(Sepatutnya 100%)

Yang lain, tak ingat dah. hahaha.

Dalam talk itu, diberitahu sepatutnya badan kita membakar 100%. Kalau hanya membakar 97%, baki lagi 3% akan menjadi lemak. Itu sebablah badan penulis makin berisi. hahahaha. Dalam talk itu juga, diajar cara pemakanan yang sihat. Bukan salah kita makanan kat Malaysia ni sedap. Tambahan pula, makanan kat Malaysia ni penuh dengan karbohidrat. Atau lebih tepat lagi adalah nasi.

Cara pemakanan yang betul adalah:

• Makan 3x sehari. Jangan skip breakfast, lunch dan dinner
• Setiap kali makan, dimulakan dengan buah sebiji sebaiknya buah epal
• Selepas makan epal, makan sayur terlebih dahulu
• Selesai makan sayur, makan protein seperti ayam, ikan, putih telur
• Selesai makan protein, baru makan karbohidrat seperti nasi
• Portion untuk buah adalah sebiji, untuk sayur adalah sebesar tapak tangan, untuk protein sebesar penumbuk dan karbohidrat suku daripada tapak tangan.
• Banyakkan minum air suam
  
• Kurangkan pemakanan yang rapuh seperti cikedis.

Contoh Portion dalam setiap meal.

Dengan cara ini, kita akan mengamalkan pemakanan yang sihat. Kalau nak cepat kurus, lakukan senaman selama 20 minit tiga kali seminggu.

Sebagai pencinta makanan Malaysia seperti penulis, susah kot nak buat. Nasi dagang?Nasi kerabu?nasi bukhara?nasi kuning?mee siam?mee kari?ayoyoyo..Kepada yang nak mencuba, silalah cuba! ^_^

Harapnya Mencukupi..

Hari yang dijanjikan telah tiba. Telah sampai. Telah berurusan. Telah jumpa dan sebagainya.












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Hmm. Hope that will be enough. Hope so..[-_-]

Mujur tak sign kontrak lagi..Muncul pulak niat nak pegi interview Panasonic..